so its been a crazy week!! the mission field is nothing how i thought it would have been. definately much harder than expected...lol ive beat myself up alot, for either not saying somethin when ive been prompted to, or seein somebody and being fearful or just TALKING to them! its no mtc fake practice, its the real deal and i got so scared at first...ive progressed over this past week, and im gettin better, but its just insane. Elder Johnson has really taught me alot, basically just not worry about myself, but just love others and think of them. and ive been tryin to cast away the pride i have, THAT is a big obstacle to hurdle... man ive noticed everything that satan does to try to distract me, or even by me just being so tired. but it feels so good to feel the spirit while teaching, or after a good lesson. the days are so long, but it seemed like the weeks have just flown by already. lol it seems like its been forever since ive seen you guys but its almost like its was yesterday! crazy!! prayer has been my best friend since ive been out, i never knew the importance of it til now.
